1. |
Shine Kindly Here
00:28
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2. |
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Just because it's normal doesn't mean that I can handle it I'm
not ready for them to go
And I don't want to think about it but someday I'll have to
That is a fact I know
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I'm not sure that I'll ever be oh
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I'll leave it to my future self to try
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I'm not sure that I'll ever be oh
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I don't know if I'll be prepared
So I'm tying up leaves and I'm saving my grieves
For the days that I know are nigh
And I'm saying my prayers but I'm just not prepared
For the people I love to die
I am not a nihilist or someone who gets sad a lot I
just don't want to see them keel,
and I know that it is set in stone and I'll have to get over it
but that is just the way I feel
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I'm not sure that I'll ever be oh
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I don't know if I'll have enough tears to cry
I don't know when how or why or who or where or anything but
every day it happens to someone
All I know is that it's bound to happen
There's no point in wallowing but that's easier said than done
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I'm not sure that I'll ever be oh
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I'll leave it to my future self
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I'm not sure that I'll ever be oh
I'm not ready for the people I love to die
I don't know if I'll have the strength to say goodbye
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3. |
Bored
02:24
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I would rather live in pain
Than live with an empty brain
I'll try to distract myself
From the lack of thought itself
Bada ba ba
Oh I can't stand being bored
Just sitting around
Drives me out of my gourd
Someone stop this
Maybe I'll make up a song
I can hum it all day long
I'm already sick of it
*gibberish*
Oh I can't stand being bored
Just sitting around
Drives me out of my gourd
Someone stop this
How must I pass all this time
Just slumping around
Burning through my life's prime
Oh dear god no
There's no more thoughts
For me to think
There's no more dots
Left for me to link
Where'd the time go
Now it's all gone
What did I blow
All of it on
Oh I can't stand being bored
Just sitting around
Drives me out of my gourd
Someone stop this
How must I pass all this time
Just slumping around
Burning through my life's prime
Oh dear god no
I'm so sick of being bored
I'm so sick of it
It's gotten to the point where I'm bored of being bored
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4. |
Bite Back
02:47
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You did something bad to me
I'll do it back and then you'll see
That's what you get
Now things are set
You did something bad again cause I did something bad well then
I'll just bite back,
Counterattack
I am
Always right
I refuse
To see otherwise
Fight and fight with no end in sight, cycle
Round and round till we're in the ground
Bite back
They say be the bigger man but I'll be so much bigger than
You when I win
I'll run you thin
Things in life are black and white and you're the one who's wrong I'm right
If you bite back
You'll get a whack
I am
Never wrong
I refuse
To see otherwise
Fight and fight with no end in sight, cycle
Round and round till we're in the ground
Bite back
I am
Always right
I refuse
To see otherwise
Fight and fight with no end in sight, cycle
Round and round till we're in the ground
Bite back
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5. |
Why Do You Hate
02:46
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Please relax
Stop
Freaking out
Just
Take a break
Don't
Be a lout
Please
Think some more
'bout
Other people
Don't be sore
Try
To be gleeful
Why do you hate
What is the matter with you, could it be
Something you ate
Is it a bladder issue
Just tell me why do you hate
What did they do to deserve this
You don't have to berate
Those simply cause they unnerve you, oh oh
You don't have
To
Understand
But
You don't have
To
Reprimand
Those
Who are different
From you
Don't be
Vociferant
Why you won't
See
Why do you hate
What is the matter with you, could it be
Something you ate
Is it a bladder issue
Just tell me why do you hate
What did they do to deserve this
You don't have to berate
Those simply cause they unnerve you, oh oh
Why do you hate
Even in the middle 8
No one cares who you won't date
Why do you hate
Oh my
Why do you hate
Oh why do you segregate
Your ramblings are so irate
Why do you hate
Oh my
God
Why do you hate
What is the matter with you, could it be
Something you ate
Is it a bladder issue
Just tell me why do you hate
What did they do to deserve this
You don't have to berate
Those simply cause they unnerve you, oh oh
Why do you hate
What is the matter with you, could it be
Something you ate
Is it a bladder issue
Just tell me why do you hate
What did they do to deserve this
You don't have to berate
Those simply cause they unnerve you, oh oh
Why do you hate
What is the matter with you, could it be
Something you ate
Is it a bladder issue
Just tell me why do you hate
What did they do to deserve this
You don't have to berate
Those simply cause they unnerve you, oh oh
Why do you hate
What is the matter with you, could it be
Something you ate
Is it a bladder issue
Just tell me why do you hate
What did they do to deserve this
You don't have to berate
Those simply cause they unnerve you, oh oh
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6. |
A Band Oned
02:38
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What
Happened to all of my friends
Seems we've gone our separate ways
'Cept i never even moved
Haven't seen them all in days
Where did everybody go
Left me standing here alone
This has given me a rash
Where's my hydrocortisone
I'm a band oned now
All my chums are gone somehow
We
All need some time to ourselves
But I'm getting tuckered out
Tired of hanging with myself
I know far too much about
Is this all some kind of prank
Am I just bumming you out
What's the big idea here
Do I have too much self doubt
I'm a band oned now
All my chums are gone somehow
I'm a band oned now
I've faced multi-disavow
I merely blinked and then they all just vanished
It's almost funny but it's not it sucks
This muddy pit's where I have just been banished
It's lonely but all I can say is shucks
Shucks
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7. |
Art is for Humans
01:33
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I don't care how good it looks
Can't you see what's happening
I see it everywhere these days
Please avoid the upswing
We want to make things
Art is for humans
For a living
Art is for humans
We evolved these brains ourselves
So why don't we use 'em
There's beauty in the human mind
Nothing else can reproduce 'em
We want to make things
Art is for humans
for a living
Art is for humans
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8. |
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I feel
Lonely
I feel
Angry
Why can't I feel
Always the same
Too many thoughts
That I can't tame
I feel frightened
I feel happy
Let me off this
Wild ride I
Cannot, sir, press
What's inside I
I feel confused
I feel something
Getting dizzy
Making me sick
My charade has
No sort of shtick
I feel nervous
I feel awesome
What am I if
I don't always
Feel the same way
Mondays Fridays
Emotion thought think too many
Emotion thought think too many
Emotion thought think too many
Emotion thought think too many
I feel jealous
I feel crooked
Why can't I feel
Something something
*Gibberish*
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9. |
Please Let Me Sleep
02:34
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Listen to me
My legs are sore
Please leave me be
I've got to snore
Don't tuck me in
I'm fading fast
Can't wait for when
I'm-asleep at last
Please let me sleep
Don't let me hear a peep
Let me count all my sheep
There's more dreams I must reap
It's just so warm
It's just so safe
My blankets swarm
But they don't chafe
Just leave me here
Snooze my alarm
In this veneer
I'm free from harm
Please let me sleep
Don't let me hear a peep
Let me count all my sheep
There's more dreams I must reap
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10. |
Sunday
03:25
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I can only I can only wallow
I can't help but feel a little hollow
There are things for me to do tomorrow
And so I will drown here in my sorrow
We all know tomorrow is a Monday
That's the day that's a day after Sunday
No one likes it but nobody bothers
Sons and daughters uncles mothers fathers
Everyone's nervous not just me
It's my life
I'm gonna live it how I want
No more strife
Why would I waste it being scared
I'm aware
And I'm awake I know it now
I don't care
But it's not
Always easy
It's not always
That breezy
I can only I can only wallow
I can't help but feel a little hollow
There are things for me to do tomorrow
And so I will drown here in my sorrow
We all know tomorrow is a Monday
That's the day that's a day after Sunday
No one likes it but nobody bothers
Sons and daughters uncles mothers fathers
Everyone's nervous not just me
It's my life
I'm gonna live it how I want
No more strife
Why would I waste it being scared
I'm aware
And I'm awake I know it now
I don't care
But it's not
Always easy
It's not always
That breezy
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11. |
How Is This All Real
03:19
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How is this all real
How did this even happen Why do I feel
So overcome with gratefulness It's ideal
Who knew the world could be so great I
Cast all of my cynicisms away
It's so hard to spend my days so pissed off
Can't sit at home being mad every day
All the rage on the stage bombed so hard it was hissed off!
How is this all real
The mountains and the skies just fueling my zeal
The planets and the stars make my blood congeal
Who knew that life could be so awesome
Cast all of my cynicisms away
It's so hard to spend my days so pissed off
Can't sit at home being mad every day
All the rage on the stage bombed so hard it was hissed off!
I've got wind in my sails
I know there will be some times when the wind fails
but you can't knock me down cause I'm on the rails
And every day there's more wind coming
Cast all of my cynicisms away
It's so hard to spend my days so pissed off
Can't sit at home being mad every day
All the rage on the stage bombed so hard it was hissed off!
I only have so many snowy nights left
I can't allow myself to go bereft
I only have some sunny days remaining
There's just no sense in wasting them complaining
Oh
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12. |
Operator
02:47
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Humans just get in the way
Of us making more money
Robots don't need
To be paid
Humans must spend more time working
And less being funny
Robots don't need
Time for play
You're nothing but profits lost
Operator
Your life is merely a cost
Operator
We won't let you live unbossed
Operator
You're just a tool to exhaust
Oh
Humans are made up of meat (People are made of meat)
They can't work without sleeping (They can't work without sleep)
Robots don't need (People are made of meat)
Any sleep (They can't work without sleep)
Humans have too many thoughts (People just think too much)
About things that aren't sweeping (Get them back in their hutch)
Or assembling (People just think too much)
Or retail (Get them back in their hutch)
You're always too imprecise
Operator
Your life is merely a price
Operator
You're an outdated device
Operator
You exist to sacrifice
Oh
Yeah
Humans make unions we
Can't just bust them for much longer
Robots don't need
Human rights
Humans are strong but our
Big robot arms are much stronger
Robots have big
Big strong arms
You're nothing but profits lost
Operator
Your life is merely a cost
Operator
We won't let you live unbossed
Operator
You're just a tool to exhaust
Oh
You're always too imprecise
Operator
Your life is merely a price
Operator
You're an outdated device
Operator
You exist to sacrifice
Oh
Yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeaaaaaaaaaaaoooww
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13. |
I Am Really Mad
02:30
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I am mad at everything
Right now because I am
Don't know why that's the case
But it's true
I'm aware I'm not thinking
With ration or reason
But I don't really care
I don't care
I am really mad I'm
Frankly really pissed
It's not about anything
Very specific
Oh
Give me like an hour
I know that I'll calm down
But in my current state
I'm
I'm mad right now.
I don't like the things you say
Can you just leave the room
I don't like what you do
Please shut up
I just want to punch something
Or throw it at the wall
It's not my day today
I'm so mad
I am really mad I'm
Frankly really pissed
It's not about anything
Very specific
Oh
Give me like an hour
I know that I'll calm down
But in my current state
I'm
I'm mad. I already said earlier that I'm mad, and I still mean it right now, so..
Deep within my caveman instincts
Rage on like a fire
That you cannot put out
I'm grunting
Things are breaking in my hands
It feels like nothing that
I do is working it's
Not working!
I am really mad I'm
Frankly really pissed
It's not about anything
Very specific
Oh
Give me like an hour
I know that I'll calm down
But in my current state
I'm really really mad.
*Strange sounds*
Alright, you get it. I'm kinda mad.
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14. |
Honeyjars
01:08
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Jars of honey, honey
Speckle my front porch and
When it's sunny, sunny
The jars are like torch and
Honey jars, honey jars
Honey jars, honey jars
Don't laugh, it's not funny (Don't laugh)
I will eat all of it (Yim yum)
They're my jars of honey (My jars)
Put honey in a spoon (A spoon)
Honey jars, honey jars
Honey jars, honey jars
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15. |
Oops Guess I'm In Love
03:19
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I'm really just not that much of a love guy
I would not let myself fall, I'm above thy
Tricks and thy treats I'd never let someone
Pull me apart, make my heart come undone
Silence foul temptresses, you'll never fool me
With your dark reigns always ruling unruly
I'm independent you can't disagree
I'm different this can't happen to me
Oops, guess I'm in love oh dear
Forget what I said before
Now that's over with I'm back to my old self
Hide all those memories in back of a tall shelf
I learned my lesson I'm not about that
Back to my shell, I'm not to be looked at
I get myself more than those other people
Plus who wants to end up under a steeple
I like my life when there's no surprises
I love my life when nothing arises
Oops, guess I'm in love oh dear
Forget what I said before
Geez, what was that, pull me out, that was not me
Back to the guy who's more quiet and lonely
I'm serious and love's far too cheesy
We're bad for each other hahaha, see?
Oops, guess I'm in love oh dear
Forget what I said before
What happened to that guy me?
He's been dead since I've been free
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16. |
Bye, Gone
03:32
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No yellow lights
No admonitions
No thinking first
No inhibitions
You
Didn't get it then
But now you
Do
There's no time machines
You wish you
Knew
Now it's far too late
For your debut
Now you only think
'Bout what you
Blew
The present's bland
Look at the timeline
Coniferous
All you do is pine
The
Present will be past
And then you'll
See
You spent it remembering
The times you were
Free
From all this remembering
I beg that you
Flee
Start living your life
How it should be
Bye gone
Bye bye gone
Bye
Bye gone
Bye gone
Bye bye gone
Bye
Bye gone
Look at the snow
And think of that song
Although you know
It's not been that long
You
Didn't get it then
But now you
Do
There's no time machines
You wish you
Knew
Now it's far too late
For your debut
Now you only think
'Bout something
The
Present will be past
And then you'll
See
You spent it remembering
The times you were
Free
From all this remembering
I beg that you
Flee
Start living your life
How it should
Bye gone
Bye bye gone
Bye
Bye gone
Bye gone
Bye bye gone
Bye
Bye gone
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17. |
99
03:43
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Must be a limit
The numbers must stop
Let's not go higher
The numbers must stop
We like our comforts
The numbers must stop
We like our safety
The numbers must stop
Nothing simple 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing stable 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing certain 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing patent 99, oh (nine... nine)
We must quit somewhere
The numbers must stop
Why not live easy
The numbers must stop
Discomfort scares us
The numbers must stop
I'm gonna vomit
The numbers must stop
Nothing simple 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing stable 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing certain 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing patent 99, oh (nine... nine)
Let's put an end to this game
Let's stop counting before we all die. Can't we
Stop slouching over our desks
Counting numbers til we all explode
Nothing simple 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing stable 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing certain 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing patent 99, oh (nine... nine)
Oh won't you quit it
The numbers must stop
It isn't funny
The numbers must stop
I'm gonna solo
The numbers must stop
The numbers must stop
The numbers must stop
Nothing simple 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing stable 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing certain 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing patent 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing simple 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing stable 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing certain 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing patent 99, oh (nine... nine)
We run from things that we fear
But too often things we fear are
Good for us
Don't let your fears do
This to you
Please come to...
But also
Nothing simple 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing stable 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing certain 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing patent 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing simple 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing stable 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing certain 99, oh (nine... nine)
Nothing patent 99, oh (nine... nine)
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18. |
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I can dream if I want to
Your reality checks will not work on me, oh no
I wish I could see the earth
From ou, outer space, yep
They say people just want more
They say people just want more than they already
Have but if I got one glimpse, of the
Earth from outer space that would tide me over for a while
I wish I could see the earth
From ou, outer space, yep
Have you ever looked outside
Can you even believe how us people are so small
I wish I could see the earth
From ou, outer space, yep
Space is so so much bigger
Inconceivably bigger than I will ever
Be do you get my message
Please put me on the moon for just like 5 seconds
I wish I could see the earth
From ou, outer space, yep
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19. |
She's a Lot Like Mold
02:25
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She's in my bed and she's also in my shower
She just won't leave my home
She's in the pipes and she's lurking in the walls
I've got chronic inflammatory response syndrome
She's a lot like mold
The more I think about it
She's a lot like mold
Now less I seem to doubt it
She's in my lungs Blocking up my trachea,
She makes it hard to breathe
I don't want to hurt her feelings but it's true
I gotta hire a guy to get rid of her and it's gonna be really expensive
She's a lot like mold
The more I think about it
She's a lot like mold
Now less I seem to doubt it
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20. |
Cat Hair
02:29
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He sleeps on the radiator
World's greatest abdicator
He simply can't do wrong
In my eyes he
Leaves himself wherever he goes he's
Made of cat hair
No one knows whatever he knows that
Thing that's sat there
There are times when he gets crazy
But he's typically lazy
He simply can't do wrong
In my eyes he
Stretches out really long
When he lies he
Leaves himself wherever he goes he's
Made of cat hair
No one knows whatever he knows that
Thing that's sat there
He lives life however he wants he's
Made of cat hair
He goes round to all of his haunts
Including that chair
Oh
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21. |
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Sumerian sculpture
I'm all that meets the eye
You're looking great today
Torrential when you cry
I only know you by your eyes
When you look at me it's always a surprise
Bonding only by sight
So many known unknowns
We'd have nothing without light
Met cause of rods and cones
I only know you by your eyes
When you look at me I capsize
I only know you by your eyes
I look at you and carbonize
And you survey the land
Monarch of all of that
I'm in the palm of your hand
I'm feeling like a gnat
I only know you by your eyes
When you look at me I downsize
I only know you by your eyes
I look at you and spin clockwise
Literally love at first sight
People say keep your eyes peeled
The apple of my eye
One look and it was sealed
I only know you by your eyes
I swear I don't hyperbolize
I'm not one to mythologize
But you'll be the cause of my demise
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22. |
December
02:40
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Cold
Biting flakes of ice
Life
Only by
The fireside
December
Beauty often hurts
Oh
You can't just wear shirts
December
Feels
Like some kind of end
Spring's
All that
Can save us from this
December
Beauty often stings
Oh
The monkey's paw brings
December
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23. |
Blow Softly Here
01:05
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background noise taken from "songs and calls of our native birds, no. 3" by charles c. gorst
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